AJ Castellitto
Puritan Board Freshman
I (as was Beeke) am ex-NRC .... Just to provide some context for my concern.... I'm very frustrated with what I bought into there.... But I'm still a believer of properly applied Reformed doctrine
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I think you missed the point because you keep talking, experientially, as if it is your work that progresses you spiritually. Christ testified in John 15:I think those last 2 posts bring more clarity....
I think I have the dependency part down, I still feel like a 'little faith' when it comes to the fruit.... But I have so many bad habits from a fairly godless upbringing & poor choices early on, that I feel I spend more time picking myself off the floor than making any spiritual progress
I have a related question though, in Reformed circles issues related to salvation are thoroughly dissected - earlier in this thread it was mentioned 'can you have true saving faith & lack assurance?'.... And we have many Reformed ministers who blush & hesitate when asked 'are you saved?'
But I think we are losing that childlike dependency in all of this - like the poor huckster testifies....
Let's break it down this way... Can you deny Jesus? Well, Peter denied Jesus, so I guess we can too.... But if you did would you weep bitterly? If the answer is yes, there is your assurance AND your faith!
The disdain you have for others drips from your language here. Is hypocrisy a threat? Yes. Does that mean that all that study of the Word and teaching about it can produce is hypocrisy? No.Interesting, I think members in reformed churches are not concerned that a pastor is superior, they are concerned that the pastor is just as insecure as themselves.... That is the point of this thread.... A concern about much preaching & teaching and little actual faith & believing or real acknowledgement of it
That's OK! The Bible holds out all kinds of hope to you. Read it, trust in its objective truth, dust yourself off and keep on going.But I have so many bad habits from a fairly godless upbringing & poor choices early on, that I feel I spend more time picking myself off the floor than making any spiritual progress