Over 6 years ago I was lead by the Lord into the doctrines of grace. Since then I have studied and studied and studied these matters. For the first 4 years I was headed towards full Calvinism and holding to the Westminster Confession of Faith. [I mean I was seriously and adamantly affirming everything in the Westminster Confession]. About a year or so ago I got sideswiped by the Baptist doctrines of believer's baptism. Up to this point I was seeing baptism as a sign that had replaced the sign of circumcision. Just as the Lord's supper took the place of the Passover meal.
In all my other doctrines I was and still continue to be a follower of Calvin. I believe Calvin's viewpoint concerning the Lord's supper and rejected Luther's view of consubstantiation and Zwingli's view of mere symbolism and have held to Calvin's view of Christ actual presence in the Lord's supper, in his diety.
I have here recently really been struggling and questioning whether or not my switch to believer's baptism onlyism was scriptural or truly covenantal. I was adhering to covenant theology, but was actually rejecting covenant theology by holding to my Baptistic principles. I now believe that the Baptist principles are not Reformed, but are dispensational. Since I have rejected dispensationalism altogether, I cannot now adhere to it in my doctrines of Baptism.
What I am saying is that a year ago when I switched from the Westminster Confession to the London Baptist Confession and when I switched from the baptism of infants to believer only Baptism I now feel that I made a grave error. I thought that because I was holding to scriptures that stated that one must believe and then be baptized that this in itself rejected infant baptism, but this is not necessarily true. If and adult believes, then certainly he must be baptized.
I have since found that infant baptism goes back to within 80 years of the life of the Apostle John and I do not believe that the church downgraded into error that quickly. So I have returned to the full confession of the Westminster Confession of Faith. [One must remember that up till 7 months ago I was in a Pentecostal church and that when I first heard of the Reformed concept over 5 years ago I had never even heard one sermon on Baptism [believer or infant], I had never heard one sermon on the substitutionary atonement of Christ, etc, etc, etc,.......Most Pentecostals focus on the Spirit and gifts, word of faith movement, prosperity gospel, etc.... When I left the Pentecostal movement in October 2008 I had been in it since 1992 and had never heard a sermon on any of the aboved mentioned items. So one could very well understand my struggle in my learning process as I dealt with all this theology of which I had never even heard of until over 5 years ago.
My question now is which Presbyterian denomination do I need to attend and what are the qualifications of helping teach if the Lord ever allows me to? On the question concerning which Presbyterian church or denomination to attend I would need some feed back concerning this seeing that I absolutely do not agree with a woman in the Pulpit.
I am open to some help from any Presbyterians and I am here in two weeks going to attend a Presbyterian Church. I can't this coming week, seeing that I am taking an out of town trip. Any advice would be greatly appreciated and one can also email me if they want.
In all my other doctrines I was and still continue to be a follower of Calvin. I believe Calvin's viewpoint concerning the Lord's supper and rejected Luther's view of consubstantiation and Zwingli's view of mere symbolism and have held to Calvin's view of Christ actual presence in the Lord's supper, in his diety.
I have here recently really been struggling and questioning whether or not my switch to believer's baptism onlyism was scriptural or truly covenantal. I was adhering to covenant theology, but was actually rejecting covenant theology by holding to my Baptistic principles. I now believe that the Baptist principles are not Reformed, but are dispensational. Since I have rejected dispensationalism altogether, I cannot now adhere to it in my doctrines of Baptism.
What I am saying is that a year ago when I switched from the Westminster Confession to the London Baptist Confession and when I switched from the baptism of infants to believer only Baptism I now feel that I made a grave error. I thought that because I was holding to scriptures that stated that one must believe and then be baptized that this in itself rejected infant baptism, but this is not necessarily true. If and adult believes, then certainly he must be baptized.
I have since found that infant baptism goes back to within 80 years of the life of the Apostle John and I do not believe that the church downgraded into error that quickly. So I have returned to the full confession of the Westminster Confession of Faith. [One must remember that up till 7 months ago I was in a Pentecostal church and that when I first heard of the Reformed concept over 5 years ago I had never even heard one sermon on Baptism [believer or infant], I had never heard one sermon on the substitutionary atonement of Christ, etc, etc, etc,.......Most Pentecostals focus on the Spirit and gifts, word of faith movement, prosperity gospel, etc.... When I left the Pentecostal movement in October 2008 I had been in it since 1992 and had never heard a sermon on any of the aboved mentioned items. So one could very well understand my struggle in my learning process as I dealt with all this theology of which I had never even heard of until over 5 years ago.
My question now is which Presbyterian denomination do I need to attend and what are the qualifications of helping teach if the Lord ever allows me to? On the question concerning which Presbyterian church or denomination to attend I would need some feed back concerning this seeing that I absolutely do not agree with a woman in the Pulpit.
I am open to some help from any Presbyterians and I am here in two weeks going to attend a Presbyterian Church. I can't this coming week, seeing that I am taking an out of town trip. Any advice would be greatly appreciated and one can also email me if they want.