“We have so much of the Pharisee in us by nature that it is sometimes good that our good is hidden from usense?
There's something I haven't told many people, and I know it can be a little risky for me to say what little I will now.
About two years ago, I became obsessed with "fishing men." I've spoken to hundreds of people since then about the gospel. But before I entered into this really fun practice, I made a bit of a deal with God. And it is this:
Please lead me to people I don't know to share the gospel with, but if any of them become Christians, or are helped on in their Christianity in any way, I beg you to never let me know it in this life. The only exception I made in my prayer was that if I was terribly discouraged and needed encouragement, maybe I could find out about one person once that was helped. Other than that, I want to wait until glory to know.
Pride ravaged much of my life, and I can take no chances of firing it up again.
Make sense?”